Monday, June 16, 2008 ; 1:23 AM {♥}
Wandering in darkness grope,
Finding not a glimpse of hope.
Fingers touch to find my way,
Each foot fall, my heart betrays
The fear which drives me through the day.
Suddenly the ground is lost,
Flailing arms as body's tossed.
Splashing down in crimson pool,
The warm embrace is much too cruel,
I curse this lowly, wretched fool.
Floundering in this self made hell,
Warmth increasing as I dwell,
Within the confines I create,
Screaming as myself berate,
Giving in to this, my fate.
i know that there is NO eternity love or blah...
& i know that i should accept my fate.(:
i cant decide everything,
because god is helping me in all these
im in fear that im gonna to leave this beautiful world,
perhaps.in some day.
sometimes life is so interesting.
but sometimes it can be boring.
i wanted & hope each of my everyday life can be meaningful
but it seem so.....-.-
nah.maid called me this early morning.
she told me that she miss us lots.
through the phone i feel so heartache.
thought that i can forget about her.
but 4yrs, simply make me cant lose her.
she's in taiwan now.working.
hopefully she is doing fine(:
i miss you badly.cry.
heard ghost stories again.
its really unbelievable & unpredictable.
hey.do you believe there is ghost around?.
uh huh.im not sure abt thisX:
got a sudden urge to do something silly.hehs.
feel so down & discomfort.
tsk.
i told myself "life" is like this hey!
hahahahahhaa.
heeeeeeeee hah.
dumb dumb:D
RE-VIEWED(: are there true friend?
uh huh!
they are one...............
When i look into your eyes,
i see the vastness of infinity.
And there you are, just like me
Existing since Eternity.
So when I say you are my friend,
I'm hoping it will never end.
To make it last and not abate
We really must Communicate.
To be friends for eternity
We must strive for more Affinity.
As well as this, there must be
A sharing of Reality.
With these increasing without end,
We could be Eternal friends.
C&Z{♥}
